umm weirded out???

[darkangel5778]

I used to be a donor and of course my husband knows that, but lately he has been wanting to try it out,and to be honest I really have no sang tendancies..any help?????

[~Rose~]

Your Husband wants to be the donor? hmm. My suggestion is, Start off with how ever you normally feed, and slowly work in/ or up to sang, unfortantly you may never have an tendencies for sang. you might not know unless you try it. its probably not the best advice in the world, but its how i found which ways of feeding worked for me.

[ChadSang]

I used to be a donor and of course my husband knows that, but lately he has been wanting to try it out,and to be honest I really have no sang tendancies..any help?????

Well, I'm 100% Sang. Those abilities, such as shielding, gaining energy from weather, were all just part of being a Sang. But, I think the internet sort of did away with our secretive tendencies.

[darkangel5778]

I had no idea that was part of sang tendancies, I do that all the time and just kind of thought it was psi,......hmmmm well where could I look to do safe bloodletting? cause to be honest I have no freaking clue on how to do it, and I don't want to hurt him.

[kyuuketsuki_kurai]

Wait... Hold it...
Those abilities while prominent in some sangs are NOT sang tendencies...
Besides the fact that feeding from weather is another type of feeding entirely (elemental), and that shielding is simply a psychic technique that even mundanes can do, none of those other things make you sang and many purely psy vampires do all those things.

[darkangel5778]

well I do thank you for clearing it up, makes sense to me...........I jsut have to do more studying is all to be honest I am kind of trying to figure it out myself.

[theoutsider]

Anything a sang can do a 'mundane' can do. (I loathe that word! grrr...) Trust me; as a non-vamp, it's possible and I've done it.

As for safe bloodletting, well, I can't give you much advice. What I did was let the 'donor' do the bloodletting... cause I can't handle cuttint another without the express reason of violence. I have had to before, but in emergencies, not for fun.

[darkangel5778]

I really have very little (amending last statement) sang tendancies.........(sometimes I think about it, and really weird dreams lol but hey that is everyone lol) if they are but more or less what I meant was my husband wanted for me to get a donor, cause sometimes in sleep if I have not fed.............I kind of drain him.......oops........I have not done it for a while but the holidays really drain me, and I don't get out that much (hate crowds so no shopping mall for this catalogue queen lol) so I guess all the extra is going from him.........but I do appreciate all the information I have been given, and I cannot help but feel really weird about it is all..........I was just too embarrassed to write it out properly I guess.

[ChadSang]

As I said, you can't answer certain questions on here (Chad's Blood Journey)

[darkangel5778]

all I need I think is a good cleansing, get all the shit that seems to constantly reside in my brain out of there...I think this vacation is going to acheive that. allow me to get focused again..so I can feed from natural energy again.....when my brain is really cluttered, I can't focus, and nothing turns out right and I can't feed the way I want to is all.............
I usually meditate for about an hour each day while my baby takes her morning nap, but atm I am trying to get gifts, do all the packing so I don't wind up leaving something important at home (like last time I left my asthma inhaler at home lmao......that was fun) so I have not done it in about........well since two weeks before thanksgiving to be honest. and have nto fed either but hey a few weeks can't be that long............so maybe during the quiet moments I can chill.

[ChadSang]

I wish we all there partying!!

[Preist]

may be an idea to go look in the articles section and the donner section on nox for ideas on things there are some good ones there

as for differing degrees of feeding styles i have siad it before there all latetent in us all if its not trying to find new names for what we are its finding seperate ways of getting what we want

and yeh outsider a person who dosent practise anything can do all of the above if the work at it but dosent mean they need it and as it goes the term mundane origonaly ment one who dosent practice and lives a mundane life ignoring whats around them aka a non spiratual life

Preist

[darkangel5778]

interesting sentiment there chadsang.......lol but seriously I do agree and have read a lot of things..............and input from all of you is also helpful...........sorry guys I am a bit burned out had a long day.was in the hopsital damn near literally all day.........have four holes in me, and I am starving cause I could not eat because for some reason it screws up testing..........but anyway I do thank all of you for your input again it is truly a help