Let me run something by you

[Revenent]

i have always been different. my difference has almost always yeilded negative results, as was demonstrated by the numerous beatings a hard times i recieved for absoloutly no reason. maybe its cuz im scrawny, maybe its something else, but something is present that makes people hate me.

about a year ago i met a girl online. she claimed that my energy felt familiar to her. i thought she was full of shit because, how could she feel me from half a country away? i secretly tested her, and she told me things i have seen in dreams, daydreams, and visions that i have told noone before. she is claiming that we have had several lifetimes together. and with each description of each lifetime, it describes a deeper aspect of my personality. she is also incredibly receptive and sensitive to me. she changes near me, her usually free-spirited self becomes submissive near me. she claimes that thruout our lifetimes i have fashioned her (through magic, ritual, and my own power) to be my eternal slave, and with each passing month she loses more of herself to me.

at first, i was reluctant to take her free will from her, it wasnt right, but she slowly reassured me that its what she wants. a few weeks ago, she tried to awaken me by us exchanging blood. it took many days but i am starting to recieve a greater perception of things. and she became even more vulnerable, she is even affected by my mood hundreds of miles away!

i would like to know what you think of these things. is she real, or delusional? am i a vamp, or something else? am i really awakening?

[MLE]

hmmm... Discovering what you are is up to you hun. While some can sense another and what they are, there is no quiz to take that can answer that question. It's something that I believe you will have to discover yourself to really be sure. However this site does have many informative posts and helpful members here to support you in this journey. Like I said in the shout box, my pm box is always open should you need someone to talk to or just to listen. I'm not sure how much help I could be, but I am always willing to try, and there are a ton of others here who extremely helpful and supportive. Good luck to you hun!

[Savion]

Two things come to mind as I read your post. Firstly that you may in fact truly have known her in several different lifetimes. I have noticed that it is possible to recognize the energy patterns of one very close to ourselves, even if it was in a different life.

The second is the fact I believe it is possible to awaken someone by an exchange of blood. But there are circumstances. Therefore I must ask a few things of you before I complete my answer.

You said she lives hundreds of miles away. Did the two of you meet in person for a blood exchange? I am just trying to clarify that it was not a "virtual" blood exchange. Is she a vampire? Or is she empathetic without vampiric tendencies? Again, just asking for clarification. I have a few ideas on this post but need a bit more to go on if you would oblige.

Funny, somehow I missed MLE's post when I began mine. As she stated there are many here with experince and patience to help. You may pm me as well if you would like to speak more freely or more in depth.

[Revenent]

You said she lives hundreds of miles away. Did the two of you meet in person for a blood exchange? I am just trying to clarify that it was not a "virtual" blood exchange. Is she a vampire? Or is she empathetic without vampiric tendencies? Again, just asking for clarification. I have a few ideas on this post but need a bit more to go on if you would oblige.


We met online but we did the exchange in person. She claims to be a vampire and she does love blood.

[Savion]

Ah good, in my experience "virtual" exchanges are useless, but this is merely my opinion others may feel differently.

MLE's wisdom:
hmmm... Discovering what you are is up to you hun. While some can sense another and what they are, there is no quiz to take that can answer that question. It's something that I believe you will have to discover yourself to really be sure.

Discovering what you are is indeed up to you. But you stated she exchanged blood with you. This captured my attention because I do believe it is entirely possible to bring about an awakening by a blood exchange as I had mentioned in my last post. But there are conditions. In general the person must have already been a vampire but not awakened yet and that the person providing them the blood must be vampiric.

From what I have noticed there have been a few cases where the person donating the blood was not a vampire and an awakening still occurred because the one taking the blood was close to awakening already. But this seems rare. Again this is all based on my own research, observations, and accounts given by others. None of it is to be taken as absolute but it is a possiblity.

Often a blood exchange will bring a bond, but it seems you already had one from your past life connection. The subject of past lives I will leave to those who have studied this more in depth. I know of at least one person on this site that is very wise on the topic of past lives.