shadowpsi
07-25-2005, 04:37 AM
You maybe reading this for a few reasons you maybe awakening or maybe you are just interested in psi vampires. First if you are here out of pure interest I would like to thank you for having interest in this subject. The world could use more open-minded people such as yourself. If you are here because you are having an awakening I hope you find this little essay helpful.
First off things I say here may not be perfect, I am not perfect no one is, so don’t let this article be the end of your research. One should never stop learning.
You may also ask why I am doing this on psi and not sang’s, this is because psis are what I know about and even though I know about sangs in a bit of detail I feel that I’m not able to talk about that in full detail.
Psi vampires (or Psi vamps for short) are people like every other person you have ever met. A psi vamp is no better and no worse then anyone else, just different. People have asked me what it is like to be a psi, like everything being a psi has it’s ups and has it’s downs. People have also asked me if I could change myself would I, my answer is no. The reason I would not want to change is, because this is who I am and I’m comfortable with it.
You may ask “well what makes a psi, a psi” the first thing is the need for energy ( not a want), because the psi’s subtle body/ soul/ aura what ever you wish to call it, for some reason does not have enough energy and the psi must replace it. The way a psi replaces it, is to draw energy from people, nature, emotion, and sexual ( I may have missed a source or two). The source the psi takes from is up to the psi. Some psis find they have an easier time draining from some sources and not others, other psis can take for any source, but feel each source has different qualities about it.
When a person who is a psi awakens they have a great need for energy and start having a easier time feeling it. Others find that are able to feel peoples emotions (empathy), some psi feeling they can hear peoples thoughts. Ghost activity around the awakening psi for some people seems to increase, though this could be simply because the psi is looking for the sublet things in the world around them. The time of awakening is normally about from the age of 14 to 18 for some it could be later, but this is not a rule in some cases people have awakened at an rather young age the reason for this is unknown due to lack of information.
many people wonder if being a vampire comes from family, my feelings on this have been shaped by a poll I did. I feel that well family maybe a link but it most likely is not the only link here is the poll
about 35% people have vampires in the family well about 10% have some other metaphysical roots. About 55% have a “normal” family. This is hard though since people may have vampire parents and simply not know. But in the cases that it is in the family 8% the mother is a vampire, 10% is the father 10% both. As of this time I do not know what the numbers mean if anything, but I am just putting it out there.
The next questions you may have could be “ How do you drain”, “Does draining hurt or have lasting effects”, What happens if you do not drain”, “ should I be worried about being drained”
Psis drain by many ways, some psis use the same way of draining each time they drain other psis change the method due to mood or need. One of the more common ways to drain is the psi starts off by feeling their own aura once they are done with that they feel out the aura of the person they are going to take from. They extend their aura in the shape of a tube to the other person and pull the energy through the tube and into themselves. Like I said before this is only one way which I first learned and later learned a different way on my own, but no matter how a psi drains as long as it works, it works.
On the question of “does it hurt and/or cause lasting damage or effect” The answer is it does not hurt, it may feel weird to some it feels a little uncomfortable, some people barely feel it, others enjoy the feeling of being drained, but it does not hurt. Also it does not cause long term problems unless a lot of damage is done and for the most part that will only lead to being weak and tired for a period of time. Repeating large drains though on the same person in the span of a week or two can weaken the aura at the point of the draining, this weakening will heal with time though.
When a psi does not drain a few things can happen, first they tend to feel tired sort of the same as not getting enough sleep, this tiredness can be of the body, mind or both. After a time with out feeding a psi will try to drain from anyone or anything around them with out even knowing it. They can feel sick sometimes becoming sick, headache are common, as well as feeling energy less and less easily. Then can become depressed as well as violent. If they go for too long the psi does not even have enough energy to drain and must ether try getting it from blood or have a person give them energy.
People should not be worried about getting drained for a few reasons, one the person may not know they are doing it. Two most psis when draining from a stranger take from a crowd and not take too much from only one person. If you feel you are being drained and don’t want to be most the time a mental “stop please” will be enough.
Advice for the newly awakened.
First: Don’t panic, a lot of people who awaken tend to panic asking the big questions to themselves first, take a step back and relax take a deep breath. This is not a race you don’t get a prize for coming out of an awakening quickly, rather it’s the other way around, move to fast and your going to trip and fall.
If you feel that you could be a psi vampire because you match all the symptoms and have been doing lots of research on the subject. First step back stop thinking about it for at least a week, best to stay away from anything to do with vampires then ask your self questions.
Do I want to be a vampire, could that be why I think I am.
Could these symptoms be something other then being a vampire.
Do I just want to be different
Make up your own questions and ask them
*This is not a check list just a starter on questions to ask yourself*
Ok so you have asked yourself questions maybe your wondering who can tell you if you are a psi or not. The answer to that question is yourself, you are the only person who can know if you are a psi or you are not.
If you find you are a psi the next thing you should do is to keep a journal, I journal of what you may ask. Anything you wish, feelings, thoughts, what happens when you try to drain, what happens when you do not, write anything, anything at all.
Learn but do not follow blindly, you will find that many people have many ideas or way to do things. Lets look back at draining you may have your own way of draining, do not throw away your way because you are told that it’s the wrong way, learn from others but do not follow blindly.
Live your life, do not let being vampire take over your life, you may be a vampire but it is not the only thing you are.
First off things I say here may not be perfect, I am not perfect no one is, so don’t let this article be the end of your research. One should never stop learning.
You may also ask why I am doing this on psi and not sang’s, this is because psis are what I know about and even though I know about sangs in a bit of detail I feel that I’m not able to talk about that in full detail.
Psi vampires (or Psi vamps for short) are people like every other person you have ever met. A psi vamp is no better and no worse then anyone else, just different. People have asked me what it is like to be a psi, like everything being a psi has it’s ups and has it’s downs. People have also asked me if I could change myself would I, my answer is no. The reason I would not want to change is, because this is who I am and I’m comfortable with it.
You may ask “well what makes a psi, a psi” the first thing is the need for energy ( not a want), because the psi’s subtle body/ soul/ aura what ever you wish to call it, for some reason does not have enough energy and the psi must replace it. The way a psi replaces it, is to draw energy from people, nature, emotion, and sexual ( I may have missed a source or two). The source the psi takes from is up to the psi. Some psis find they have an easier time draining from some sources and not others, other psis can take for any source, but feel each source has different qualities about it.
When a person who is a psi awakens they have a great need for energy and start having a easier time feeling it. Others find that are able to feel peoples emotions (empathy), some psi feeling they can hear peoples thoughts. Ghost activity around the awakening psi for some people seems to increase, though this could be simply because the psi is looking for the sublet things in the world around them. The time of awakening is normally about from the age of 14 to 18 for some it could be later, but this is not a rule in some cases people have awakened at an rather young age the reason for this is unknown due to lack of information.
many people wonder if being a vampire comes from family, my feelings on this have been shaped by a poll I did. I feel that well family maybe a link but it most likely is not the only link here is the poll
about 35% people have vampires in the family well about 10% have some other metaphysical roots. About 55% have a “normal” family. This is hard though since people may have vampire parents and simply not know. But in the cases that it is in the family 8% the mother is a vampire, 10% is the father 10% both. As of this time I do not know what the numbers mean if anything, but I am just putting it out there.
The next questions you may have could be “ How do you drain”, “Does draining hurt or have lasting effects”, What happens if you do not drain”, “ should I be worried about being drained”
Psis drain by many ways, some psis use the same way of draining each time they drain other psis change the method due to mood or need. One of the more common ways to drain is the psi starts off by feeling their own aura once they are done with that they feel out the aura of the person they are going to take from. They extend their aura in the shape of a tube to the other person and pull the energy through the tube and into themselves. Like I said before this is only one way which I first learned and later learned a different way on my own, but no matter how a psi drains as long as it works, it works.
On the question of “does it hurt and/or cause lasting damage or effect” The answer is it does not hurt, it may feel weird to some it feels a little uncomfortable, some people barely feel it, others enjoy the feeling of being drained, but it does not hurt. Also it does not cause long term problems unless a lot of damage is done and for the most part that will only lead to being weak and tired for a period of time. Repeating large drains though on the same person in the span of a week or two can weaken the aura at the point of the draining, this weakening will heal with time though.
When a psi does not drain a few things can happen, first they tend to feel tired sort of the same as not getting enough sleep, this tiredness can be of the body, mind or both. After a time with out feeding a psi will try to drain from anyone or anything around them with out even knowing it. They can feel sick sometimes becoming sick, headache are common, as well as feeling energy less and less easily. Then can become depressed as well as violent. If they go for too long the psi does not even have enough energy to drain and must ether try getting it from blood or have a person give them energy.
People should not be worried about getting drained for a few reasons, one the person may not know they are doing it. Two most psis when draining from a stranger take from a crowd and not take too much from only one person. If you feel you are being drained and don’t want to be most the time a mental “stop please” will be enough.
Advice for the newly awakened.
First: Don’t panic, a lot of people who awaken tend to panic asking the big questions to themselves first, take a step back and relax take a deep breath. This is not a race you don’t get a prize for coming out of an awakening quickly, rather it’s the other way around, move to fast and your going to trip and fall.
If you feel that you could be a psi vampire because you match all the symptoms and have been doing lots of research on the subject. First step back stop thinking about it for at least a week, best to stay away from anything to do with vampires then ask your self questions.
Do I want to be a vampire, could that be why I think I am.
Could these symptoms be something other then being a vampire.
Do I just want to be different
Make up your own questions and ask them
*This is not a check list just a starter on questions to ask yourself*
Ok so you have asked yourself questions maybe your wondering who can tell you if you are a psi or not. The answer to that question is yourself, you are the only person who can know if you are a psi or you are not.
If you find you are a psi the next thing you should do is to keep a journal, I journal of what you may ask. Anything you wish, feelings, thoughts, what happens when you try to drain, what happens when you do not, write anything, anything at all.
Learn but do not follow blindly, you will find that many people have many ideas or way to do things. Lets look back at draining you may have your own way of draining, do not throw away your way because you are told that it’s the wrong way, learn from others but do not follow blindly.
Live your life, do not let being vampire take over your life, you may be a vampire but it is not the only thing you are.